Tag Archives: hatred

#blogElul 2017 – Day 18: Ask

Praying is asking humbly for help. Preface with please always follow with gratitude. Please God watch over my child. Please God help me breathe. Please God free me from rage. Please God lift hatred and fear. Please God let me … Continue reading

Posted in Elul, God, Healing, Jewish, Judaism, Poems, Prayer Poems | Tagged , , , , , , , , , , | Leave a comment

Pulse and Shattering

I am an old dyke. I’ve been out and proud since 1977 – a long time. When I came out, it wasn’t like it is now, even in NYC, where I lived. The bars were where we went to be … Continue reading

Posted in Poems | Tagged , , , , , , , , | Leave a comment

In-fat-uated

Thinking tonight about being fat. I am. There. I’ve said it – in public. In flagrante delicto, so to speak. So what? So what? It’s a thing, being fat. A bad thing. People judge. You probably do. I certainly do. … Continue reading

Posted in Body Image, Fat, Josh Duggar | Tagged , , , , , , , | 14 Comments

#BlogElul 16: Understand

              Sometimes understanding comes readily sometimes it takes work sometimes there is no fathoming. Faith cannot comfort prayers do not heal God is nowhere to be found. Emptiness fills the soul. Men pilot airplanes … Continue reading

Posted in Elul, Grieving, Poems | Tagged , , , , , , , , , , | Leave a comment